Need some help or advice

[Xanthoria]

100% agree with this: get a new therapist. And be kind to yourself Linden! You've been dealt a crushing series of blows - it will take time to recover. But you will, bit by bit, I promise.

When does that start happening...is there a statute of limitations on this process? The light at the end of the tunnel has to appear at some point, right? What’s the saying? “All bleeding must stop” ?

One day you'll just realize you had a good hour. One day it'll be a whole day. Perhaps then, a week. No statute of limitations, sad to say, but gradually, like dawn, things will get lighter.

It's been 4 months since you posted - how are you feeling now?

[Linden16]

I have been hospitalized since february - its been a bumpy ride. Things are starting to look up though. love to you all

[Xanthoria]

Linden I'm glad you checked in - but very sorry to hear you've been hospitalized. I hope things keep looking up, up and away!

[Dapple Field]

Keep with it Linden! You have people you don't even know rooting for you.

[piedmontfields]

Thanks for checking in. What Dapple Field said: People you don't even know are rooting for you!

[Flight]

Hope the hospital has helped, and things keep improving for you!

[Sue B]

So happy you finally checked in, Linden. Like others have already said, we are all out here worrying about you and pulling for you. I hope life continues to improve for you and that much light comes into your life.

[Srhorselady]

I'm very glad to see you hear. I kept checking this thread hoping you were watching it and lurking if not writing. Make your peace with the past. Stay strong and become the person you want to be. You are a person we all want to know.

[Tsavo]

I am very relieved to hear you are getting the help you need. When you started this thread I felt like you were in an emergency situation. There is no reason to suffer when there is help.

Treatments can be so successful if you access them and work at it.

I think you will be a star at recovery, Linden.

[Tarlo Farm]

Well done Linden! We're here for you.

[Anne]

Adding my voice of support, like others here, I've often thought of you and hoped you were getting on OK.

[Linden16]

thank you very much everyone. Without going into too much detail, I was initially admitted in february, discharged at the beginning of april and then readmitted 4 hours later through the ER and then the ICU where I spent nearly a month in a coma and then recovery. I will be in hospital for another month or so. I am feeling quite a bit better. Having reached out to you guys here feels good. XO

[Tsavo]

Well you made it through all that so you must have something going for you. The key is staying in treatment. Treatments are available and new ones are being researched.

[Ryeissa]

Oh dear! I'm sorry to hear that all, but glad you checked in!

[khall]

Wow! Rough go Linden. Jingles for continuing recovery.

[KathyK]

Wishing you well, Linden, and smooth sailing when you are released from the hospital.